日記0513
Supposedly, today was supposed to be a good day. I visited the Mandarin Oriental to see the ballroom. Magnificent… yet somehow distant. I just knew that Simon’s dad passed away last week. Had dinner with Grandma, Mom, and auntie Paid a deposit today. Someone stopped by and brought Mom and me a small gift. I almost cried. When I saw that face, I kept thinking… One day, that person will leave my life completely. I cried all the way home. I don’t know whether it was because of friend’s dad, or because of.. I miss that feeling. Not in that way. More like grief. Grieving the loss of a friend. I wanted to share what has been happening in my life… But how? My mind drifted back to the days when everything still felt possible. The future we once imagined. You seem so gentle now. What happened that brought us to such a heartbreaking ending? How did we end up hurting each other so deeply? I rushed to my bed, wanting to reach out to someone. Then I thought you were probably asleep…So I let the tho...