The Biggest Difference - (La la land in Concert)
Totally moved. I cried the moment the first note was played. So many memories rushed back. They had never really left me. The actor’s suit, the shirt, the expressions…reminded me of happier days. After the intermission, I realized something. You and I were just like the movie. “Where are we now?” “I will always love you.” “I believe you.” We weren’t kids anymore. We had grown up. Passion alone couldn’t carry our dreams. I was the one who gave up on us. Sometimes, I still wonder where we might be in another universe. For a time, I told myself that I wanted to meet you again in the next life. But that thought have faded long ago. You hurt me more times than I can remember. When you once said, “You like me and hate me at the same time.” Maybe that’s the biggest difference between us. I forgot the hurt. The cruel words. The curses. And because I forgot, we kept repeating the same cycle. Even so… I still hope you have a good life. My dear. 2018/0311