Strike again - welcome to my Depression
Depression. BCCT workshop just finished. Lot of people. Just me now 空虛感很大 晃來晃去 覺得自己又是多餘的 可笑的憂鬱 也有可能是以為別人真的會迎接我去他們晚上的活動吧 單純地記下來 好可悲 又回到小時候 每每這樣我都會在想是不是要引誘我的瘋狂出現 所以剛剛想去喝酒 一個人縮角落 默默期待有人發現我 想哭 我的紅髮也很可笑 I know I can induce that side out. Should I? But I can’t maintain nor control that state. Either I trigger it myself, or something else will. I want to disappear…